Fun fact: Humans are deuterostomes, which means that when they develop in the womb the anus forms before any other opening. Which basically means at one point you were nothing but an asshole.
some people never develop beyond this stage
Today was so weird.
It finally hit me that our 8 year long competition will soon come to an abrupt end. Our run-ins will no longer happen in a mutual teacher’s classroom, creating an awkward atmosphere for our poor friends. I will no longer have to worry about watching what I say around you, afraid of your judgment-not that I ever had reason to be, really. You will be an hour away from me for college, a short drive neither of us will ever make.
It’s a shame we didn’t become friends again. Our relationship was plagued by one-upping and mockery, but I miss everything about it, especially the comfort, and I can’t decide if I’m crazy or not for feeling this way.
I realize this post stopped making sense a long time ago, but I’m just so sad. I have two weeks before one of the people I’ve known the longest will be out of my life. Yeah, we haven’t had the best relationship these past years, but it’s scary that he won’t be in the classroom next door or a couple blocks away anymore.